RAHHHH.
Seems so long since I blogged when i just did yesterday.
omg. i think im becoming more emo and sadistic. RAHHHH.
i feel like time just passes so quickly, many things come and go in my life, and my attitude and everything changes. I CHANGED. or did i not?
i dun wanna change man. i wanna remain the way i am when i left ytps. T.T i wanna adapt, but contrary to that i dont want to live life the bp way. or rather, the sec sch way. omg. warning: IT SUCKS no matter how great&fun&thrilling it is.
and i'm not thinking this way because of the recent incident. rahhhhh! dammit.
dun understand? nvm.
LOL anyway had guides meeting today! hahaha so glad i attended. :D <---ok faked. hmm there was my first ever drilling. err. fyi, it's foot drillings aka marching hahaha. so fun but challenging. had to rmb those commands when everything's in malay so yeah. imagine someone asking you to do something in a lang you dun even understand omglol.
well i timed some ppl (fyi, it's like "up", "5, 4, 3, 2, 1" Aiya, anyway it's giving the command to follow. the...command? LOL!) and commanded some wahahaha sounds so professional.
yay. practice makes purrfect. argh crap lah, shan't elaborate more.
anyway my main point is that im being more and more emotional. i suppose this is a stage everyone has to go through. or not? err. HOPEFULLY. (:
yay finally that was a genuine smile.
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