How should I put this into words.
It's a twist of feelings, really. How should I express it to you?
I know and can see through those thousands of lies and deceptions. No, not sarcasm. DECEPTIONS they are.
I know your conscience is pricked, but you just treated it as if it wasn't because it was "the others'' fault. NO.
I know you are just fooling yourself. By telling yourself that your brainwashing skills are good. BUT THEY AREN'T. It is just that we do not want to point it out. Just to salvage this relationship.
I know you yearn for fame and popularity. But the way you do it? It just irks us.
I know you were hated in your primary school. Long ago. Common sense. It was just that your lying was bad. It is not that nobody knows, once again. It was in order not to shame you.
I know you want to go with the flow. For example, "hating" people who twit. But you yourself twit! I can't believe you are so...shall I say...stupid?
I know you just wanted people to be scared of you and obey you. BUT has anyone ever done that before? NO. They despise you, by the way.
I know your miniature mind must be thinking that we left just to escape. Unscathed? No, you pushed everything to us. Even if people were to critisize YOU and YOU ONLY, you would say they are critising US. Yucks.
You are selfish. Just admit it. It is not that I have my back up so I can rub it into your face. No. It is just that I cannot tolerate you any further. I can't believe that you do not even know how to lie and yet you are bragging to everyone that you are a GOOD LIAR. Nice joke, huh. Laugh, everyone.
I know very well what I am doing, you see. Frankly speaking, I'd rather use 10 smses on some other one, than to reply to your ultra-singlish-and-cheap-looking sms. Really. That spells why sometimes your SMSes are not replied.
I know that, next, some other people are going to detest me. But that's not for long. Because one day they shall see your through colours. Because of you, I'm ashamed of my life. BUT THAT WAS THE PAST.
It doesn't pay to be evil, so just admit it. Oh yes, and kindly stop treating everyone with that frigging attitude of yours.
You can try ways and means to shame me, win me...whatever. I KNOW you are going to do it. But no I am not falling for that.
AND BY THE WAY, I HAVE TRIED TO BE POLITE. I JUST WANT TO IGNORE YOU. AND NEVER WILL I WANT TO BEFRIEND YOU. BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST...TO INHUMANE. And well, since you didn't believe that I have changed, I shall prove it to you.
Think of the world as a nice place, and the world shall be one.
(Sorry, but this is not to you)
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