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I am losing grip of myself. Maybe... it's because of the impact people have on me. Or maybe it's plainly me being masochistic. I am just not that Wei Xuan I used to know. I screw things up just so much nobody would believe it was done by me. I dont have the slightest idea whats becoming of me.

I want to be back to be the resilient me. The me everyone looked up to. Yes I shall.

"No, you wont screw it up. You're WEI XUAN. Remember? Wei Xuan is not someone who does things this way..."

No under or over estimation. I just wanna regain my old self. That powerful and influential one.

I may not be making good of this promise but i dont ever wanna let anyone else influence me again. Though it just takes one exam for me to realise what I came so close to losing, the feeling of unjust incessantly clings on to me.

YES I SHALL AND YES I WILL.
These tears activate the muscles of my smile.

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